Today is mother's day, wish my mom was here to go have dimsum with me. It has been 6 years as I mark my calender, you left in a sudden leaving me with shock and tears. I did not want to believe the fact that you were gone, I did not shed a tear in your funeral though I did a lot before and after, I was in a total shock, could not believe you went to sleep and just did not wake up to see us again, to put your hard-working rough hand through my hair, I refused to believe it.
As time goes by, I feel I am just living overseas and you were home, instead of calling you, I just close my eyes and send telegraph to heaven in order to tell you I am alright. I have understand a lot more about the wisdom you shared with me as I grow older, I was not mature enough to understand when you taught me, now I do.
When I run too fast and fall, you helped me up and brush my knees where it breeds, told me to stop crying, just clean it up and shake it off, it'd be fine.
When I studied overnight for an upcoming exam, you boiled some crazy herbal soup to boost up my energy level, one time it was so strong that my nose bleed.
When I get tired to play in the park, later I pretend to fall asleep on the lawn so that you would hold me in your arms to bring me home 20 minutes away. It felt so warm and tender, I was 5 but I still remember til this day. It was your warmth that brought me to live, I would always be thankful for, for you, mom.
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